An amazing quote 2 live by and Venting LOL

So to start this off my great friend Jerri-Lynne lives by the quote "Get Rich quick, count your blessings"! I love, love, love this quote, and usually try to live by it. Recently I have just been so crabby, bitchy, and pretty much feeling sorry for myself. This football crap is kicking my ass!! I know I made the choice to have 4 kids (wouldn't change it for the world), but at that time I had a husband who worked in town and was here to help me. Don't get me wrong, I want my boys to be succesful and I love that they are athletes, but it is so hard on my little ones. Jadon is 12 (almost 13) and Bear just turned 8. They play on opposite fields, and they both want me to watch ALL of practice. This is not physically possible with 2 of them and 1 of me. So I usually start out taking Joshua and Jersey to the playground, because I know the first 45 min is just warm ups, running, up downs and everything I have seen 5 million times. Then I bribe the little ones away from the playground to go get a lolli pop from the concession stand, and tell them I won't open it until we are at one of the fields. It works for a little bit, but then they are begging to go home. I try to spend at least 30 min at each of their fields, but to be honest, I don't get to see a whole lot. My attention is on the little ones and making sure they don't get out of my sight.
Well Jadon and Bear try to make me feel like shit all the time because they say I don't even watch them. Even if I didn't have the little kids there would be no way possible for me to watch both of them at the same time. I'm just so exausted and I wish I could be in 4 places at once. Now to top it all off, Jersey is sick (another long story) and of course I have to bring her every night anyway. I just can't wait till after Labor day, they bump it down to 3 nights a week!
Anywho..... back to what I started, as stressed as I am, I know I am truly blessed! I have a roof over my head, food on the table, and 4 kids I wouldn't trade for the world.... no matter how bad they piss me off HAHA. I have so much to be thankful for, and I wish I could spend more time focused on that instead of feeling sorry for myself.
Gotta get my sleep on, Its almost 2am, but to quote JL again "Get Rich quick, count your blessings". I really hope I can keep that in mind over the next few weeks with the princess being sick, and everything else I have going on.

Busy, Busy

I have been so busy these past 2 weeks its crazy!!! Last Friday we had a bunch of running around to do... I won't get into why LOL. After that we stopped at the gas station so I could get a carton of butts, and as I was checking out this sweaty ass guy came up to me and asked if I could buy him a strawberry milk. I tried to act like I didn't hear or see him, and then he went on that his dad just died and today was his funeral YADAYADA! Whatev, I'm trying to type in my pin number and you are in my personal space right now. The guy at the register went on his little microphone thingy and told him he needed to step away from the line. The guy wouldn't leave, but I got my smokes and jumped back in the truck. After that we went to lunch and ran into someone we REALLY did not want to see. Nothing was said, but holy effin akward!! Then we went to Target and got Jersey her big girl Disney Princess Toddler bed. She won't sleep in it lol, but we have it!!

So Saturday, I went to David's Bridal to get my dress for Kristi's wedding. Holy effin horse shit! When I walked in I had a lady who said she was going to help me, so I got a dress and she put me in a dressing room. I couldn't zip the dress myself so I came out of the dressing room looking for her and couldn't find her. I was seriously walking around with my dress unzipped looking for her. I got pissed, put my clothes back on, and as I was putting the dress back another lady asked if anyone was helping me. I said yes, someone was, but I can't find her. So she said ok I will help you. We got the same dress again and one in the next size up that they had. I put the big one on first (which was way too big), and came out of the dressing room once again holding up my dress and guess what??? This bitch was no where to be found either!!! WTF!!! I got so pissed off, that I just put my clothes back on and left. I understand there is 500 brides in there buying expensive dresses, and I'm only trying to buy a MOH dress, but really..... you can't help me with a facking zipper? So when I got home I went on Facebook and some friends sugggested other stores that I should check out.
SUNDAY
Sunday was awesome!!!! Josh woke up early and went and got me an ice coffee from Dunkin Donuts YUMMY!!! I got myself and the little ones ready and then we went and picked up Josh's aunt Kathy. She got us tickets to the Broadway Palm Theatre to see Mulan. It was so cute. I have never been to anything like that before. They have the cutest little stuff for the kids shows. Tiny little hamburgers, and buns. Tiny little hotdogs and buns, Mac&cheese, carrotts, corn, cake, and grape kook aid!! They also had a salad bar and cocktails for the grown ups. Jersey loved all the singing and dancing, it was deff a day to remember forever!
MONDAY
Monday Lauren had the day off, so I had her come watch the kids, and I went back dress shopping with my friend Darlene. I ended up ordering a dress, but I can't totally say that I love it! At least I have a dress tho right??
I have sooooo much more to right, but I'M SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW, so I will save it for later!

Kinda Buzzed!!!

So I totally suck at life. I'm not sure why I signed up for this crap. I was really just lookin for Katie Loo and Jen. Other than that, I am pretty buzzed right now. I tried really hard to quit smoking and drinking. I made a fool out myself by posting it on my facebook and myspace so everyone would be proud of me, and I EFFED up!!! I'm the type of person who will give you 500 excuses, and believe me I was saying all of them on my way to the store. All it takes is one person pissing me off, or a kid misbehaving and that can be my excuse. I don't know why I'm like that, but I am. Anywho....to make a long story short, I got my beer and smokes WHOOHOOO!!!!